@Death: Hmm, anything we don't want, that means my whole selling thread

I'll keep it in mind and will try to send something
@Eva: I feel you, I've had that interview a few weeks ago, felt totally out of place and "why am I even trying to impress this guy anymore when we both obviously know I'm not a match for this position" XD
Don't give up, at least you're getting calls unlike someone else *wink wink*
@Everybody else: Well, I fucked up, I'm ashamed and embarrassed and I don't even. I'd have to write a wall of text to explain what happened and why it happened and I'm afraid I'll cry again if I start to relive so... sorry but it shall remain a mystery, at least for now
