Optimism - Page 7 - Kingdom of Knuffel

5th of October

1. Workplace is close for a day due to demonstration, free saturday-off :) (silverlinings~)
2. Had enough sleep, for the first time in a week I didn't feel sleepy
3. It's not raining (hopefully it can last till tomorrow so that my clothes have time to dry out

6th of October

1. Had my first case of food poisoning, after half a day of nausea and vomiting, I learn that the best course of action is to not eat/drink other things before you vomit all of your stomach content. (It was quite interesting and I'm going to take it as life lesson instead of negative accident)
2. Found a new novel series to read

3. The weather stay good, all my clothes dried out

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I see the moon, the moon sees me
shining through the branches of the old oak tree
oh, let the light that shines on me
shine on the one I love

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 6th, '16, 13:28

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4 October
1. My present for J came and it's perfect!
2. Feeling really positive about everything & all my revenue streams
3. Fun night times 8D

5 October
1. Went out for a free gig tonight and it was fun
2. Didn't die because I found the one single chair in the whole venue 8D
3. Had fun with J in the morning. Things are so much better.

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 18th, '16, 00:29

Fire

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17.October.2016
1. I am going to CR in a few months, and will finally be doing work in my field again!
2. I get to spend Christmas surrounded by the people I care for most!
3. Things are doing better between me and C. We are talking, we are communicating, we aren't killing each other, he hasn't left me. He is coming to CR with me. Things are going well. We can do this.
4. I am becoming a real person.
5. I am kicking my anorexia's ass!
6. I actually felt pretty the other day for the first time in forever!
7. I am becoming more comfortable with who I am, and what I am.
8. I am traveling the world! And not only surviving it - I am thriving!
9. I have seen countless amazing sights that I never thought I would see.
10. I'm getting back into photography.
11. I'm re-teaching myself guitar.
12. Dad found someone to fix my beloved guitar.
13. We haven't run out of money yet.
14. The workaways we are looking into in CR look amazing, and will save us a buttload of money.
15. I am working towards conquering my fears.
16. I haven't had a seizure in awhile!
17. I am kicking my anxiety/panic disorder's butts!
18. I am kicking my depression's butt!
19. I am working out and getting in shape again!
20. Today was the first back spasm I've had in weeks!
21. I am going to kick my inadequacy issues/fear of abandonment issues. I WILL be an active participant of this polyamorous relationship. I will figure this out.
22. I am becoming more accepting of my sexuality.
23. I am sleeping better.
24. I have actually been having dreams, instead of just constant nightmares, for the first time in years.
25. I survived SEA!
26. I didn't develop alcoholism/drug addiction to deal with the last year of my life, which is actually a huge accomplishment knowing my personality type/tendencies/the stress level I had/the situation I was in/how many substances I was consuming and how often I was consuming them.
27. I haven't planned a suicide attempt in months!
28. Spain is amazing and I am in love with this country!
29. I am working on becoming bilingual, slowly but surely!
30. They came back!
31. I WILL fix my memory loss/temporary amnesia/memory damage from all of those past seizures. I don't care if the doctors said it's permanent. I had multiple doctors say I'd never walk again, and I looked them in the eyes, strapped on my double metal leg braces, and spent 3 hours a day hiking through the forest at paces that my classmates could not keep up. I've had multiple doctors say my brain was shutting down and that I would die and that if I survived that the seizures would never stop and I would never be functional again. It has been months without a seizure. I graduated high school, graduated college with honors with a Bachelors of Biology, I met and got engaged to the love of my life, and then I moved out from the only place I've ever lived to pursue my passions and travel the world, so that I could live all of my dreams and become someone that little Bri would be proud of. I WILL relearn everything I've lost. I WILL learn how to remember again. And I WILL prove them all wrong. I don't believe in no-win scenarios. I do not believe in "cannot"s. I don't believe in limitations. You say "she cannot do this". I say, "watch me".

Deep within my bosom lies,
A tiny flickering flame;
That flares and ebbs in times of joy,
Of sorrow, and of pain.
But fret not, my little spark,
For though the winds to shout;
I shall not be extinguished,
I will not flicker out.

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 18th, '16, 13:20

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17 November
1. Having that diagnosis one step closer is so freeing.
2. My new book's getting lots of reads in Kindle Unlimited so I'm hoping for a decent payout this month!
3. I know they're fat-makers but OH MY GOD I MISSED MINCE PIES SO MUCH

Bonus 4. I just realised I put down October for all the previous days in this thread from November and it cracked me up that it took me this long to notice XD

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 19th, '16, 23:08

Fire

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19.Nov.16
1. I'm feeling a bit better today.
2. Homemade chicken tortellini soup is the best! <3
3. My dad found someone to fix my guitar!

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 20th, '16, 10:58

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18 November
1. Got Amazon Prime trial again so another month of watching good TV XD
2. Had two desserts and it didn't even put me too far over my calorie goal ahaha
3. More work coming in from Monika after a little gap!

19 November
1. Played some music for an hour to celebrate getting a load of work done XD
2. Extra money through from one client who is definitely going to be around for more
3. Souuuuup. I think I could eat soup forever.

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 20th, '16, 15:08

Fire

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20.Nov.16
1. Working on sending letters to potential hosts for a workaway program my hubby and I are planning in CR at the start of the year.
2. We finally got our deposit back from Airbnb
3. We still half 3/4 of a lb of our blend <3 /Drinks a gallon a day to keep the cold away

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 21st, '16, 11:35

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20 November

1. Managed to get some awesome food at the festival we had press tickets for
2. Gave away loads of business cards and even blagged free stuff and a goodie bag
3. Finished the day with going to The Blues Kitchen for one of my favourite burgers :D

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 21st, '16, 15:31

Fire

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21.Nov.16
1. I've been listening to Macklemore's new album on repeat - it's so good! <3 As they always are.
2. Working on teaching myself HTML and CSS. I'm 40 pages through my first textbook!
3. I am working on the letters to the workaway gigs I am applying for in CR!
4. Wifi is great.
5. I feel less crummy today.

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Post subject: Re: Optimism

Posted: Nov 21st, '16, 17:53

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21 November

1. Made a lot of money with one surprise triple order this morning
2. Made plans with that client for January which will bring in lots more
3. Don't think I could love J more if I tried, but every day somehow I do

everything is going so well for us lately.

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