Aw, Firn, we didn't mean to stress you so bad

It was pretty clear to me, but it's a chain reaction when one person doubts things

I guess some people may lose track of what left when and how many months passed already and so on. We probably just need some time to get used to how it all works, it may take a few items leaving before we do
P.S. And don't worry about your English being bad or you being bad at explaining things. Your English is great and I'm far worse with explaining. I twist everything so bad and so often. And now I'm wondering if my post is understandable xD